Whocares-jmk

Whocares-jmk

I'm happy in a dumb kind of way. I just renewed all meds and know there is enough in the house to do the job. I hate it when I run low. I try to hoard enough but I have to take it also.

It is getting worse around here, I hide in my room as much as possible.
GTG Parker is crying.

Whocares-jmk

Whocares-jmk
Well I'm in a better mood today, just tired and sore. I did to much yesterday. Well got to vacumn, wash diapers etc. today. I am still alive and will stay that way for now

Whocares-jmk

Whocares-jmk
Well here it is a Sunday and the kids are with their parents (their only day off). So what do I have to do today, rest? No I've got laundry in and have done dishes, picked up toys and this is just the start of this day. And they ask Why I don't have a life. I am retired because I'm ill and on disability but that doen't matter to them. Sometimes I wish I could end it all but who would care for my grandbabies. They are the only life I have. Like I said I don't care who reads this! This belongs to me and only me. It is the only priviate thing I have.

Whocares-jmk

Whocares-jmk

this is my first post and I am here to vent. I stop by when I can and let everyone know my deepest, darkest secrets. I share this computer with my daughter,so I can't post when she is at home